LIFE'S BITTER END

everyday when I'm alone, I feel lost, I feel cold

everyday when I'm alone, I feel empty, I feel low

not because I am alone, but because I see

when I'm alone everything comes back to me

all the guilt all the regrets all the thoughts that I have had

all the opinions all the mistakes all the things I could have had

one wrong turn has taken me far, far away from the right

as one leads to two more, I take the one wrong turn

and again and again each roads lead to two

and again and again I take the wrong path too

I realize regrets can never take me back to that first path

I realize tears can never change it even so

I realize nothing I say can change my loathe

my loathing to that whispering ghost

I write this now so you can see

what monsters cause to miseries

life's bitter taste spoils its treats

one wrong mistake brings defeat

it is not too late, one may say

it is today, today, today

not tomorrow if you believe

that everything is destiny

but what if one has lost its faith

and what if its life is not to change

even if it strives its way

it ends up coming back to say

its life has been set

its days have been destined

it knows it should not lose hope

give up and take it all

but exhaustion has done its cause

the fighting has made its fall

no more can one stand against the law

the rules the plans they have ignored

life isn't always fair, say some

and for ones like these

justice has no value at all

but the world never stops

and one shall see

if one shall fall

originally written by,

asha kim

sometime in 2007